going for the Fajarowicz gambit

I don't care about this bishop taking my bishop because the trade allows me to have a central knight outpost

Triple attacked e4 square

I want to bring my rook to e8 and then have a nice rook on an open file protecting my knight on e4. But first I need to play c6 to protect the single defended pawn on d5 so I can play Ne4

taking with the other pawn leaves me with a weird double pawn. Taking with the f5 leaves me with a monstrous pawn chain!

?? This is a psychological greek gift/sham sacrifice move I made. This move is also seen in the Stonewall Dutch Defense but is better in that opening. It's another version of the greek gift sacrifice. The idea is to play ...Qh4+ then ...Re6-h6 where I will have a monstrous h-file and many checkmating threats against the king. Better is Qh4, though. The reason why this is a blunder is because it leads to a draw :( , which you will see why on the next few moves.

?? Better is 16.Nf1 Rh6 17.Ng3 Re8 18.Kf1 Rf6 19.Kg1 Rh6=

Nf3 is the only move that saves the game. After 18...exf3, Black is winning. If Kf1, Rh1#

Checkmate!