I've been operated from a braintumor end october 2006, always wanted to play chess. Had a friend who played and I hoped to play against him when I became a better player. But that friend put an end to our friendship in a terrible way, he hurted me so bad I lost my interest in life. His new love is 28, she's more friend than I, she's better looking, more fun and he loves her more than he ever loved me. Can't deal with it, so I say goodbye.....