@fmf said
I don't think it's a decision. I think both faith [in supernatural things] and love are things we realize we have and not things we decide to have.
Decide and decision are closely related. Have and decide are far apart, unless one decides to have, at which time, in having, one no longer decides to have, having it already.
Perhaps if you learned how to express yourself better, the forum would benefit from your worthy language skills. You don't say what you mean, and don't mean what you say. We can't help but love you, as we always have you.
We posses your attention, no matter what we say. Say it with love, and mean it, if you claim to have it. And for Christ's sake, get your faith back, if you say you had it.
Perhaps it's a matter of you never having it. As they say, you can't lose what you never had.
Checkout Obsessive-compulsive disorder, you may have it. Ask your physician if OCR is right for you.
Save the wedding bells for my returning,
Keep my lover's arms outstretched and yearning,
Please be sure the flame of love keeps burning.
That's enough, o worthy compulsive poster, it's time for us to part, because what you have can be highly contagious.
Good-bye!