@mott-the-hoople saidIt's always the small men who are most easily yanked by the chain.
sad, really sad
Shouldn't you be off somewhere polishing your gun?
@soothfast saidwhat is so bad about your life that you need drugs to escape it?
I'd take a hit if I knew where to get it!
But I've had experience with magic mushrooms, since those I can grow. Someday I hope to grow them again.
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@mott-the-hoople saidNot escape it, but to explore it more deeply than I could otherwise. It is a spiritual experience for me, and helps to break down entrenched patterns of thought and open my mind to new ideas.
what is so bad about your life that you need drugs to escape it?
It's just a tool in the kit, though. I meditate sober most days, and think a lot about the nature of reality and existence. I study mathematics for the same reason. I can understand why the Ancients used mind-altering substances in their search for meaning in the universe.
@mott-the-hoople saidDamn, you’re a moron!
so you want to be “drunk and sexed up” ?
damned what a slut
You do realise that women enjoy sex just as much as men, don’t you?
Well, not with you. Obviously. But in general.
@mott-the-hoople saidEnjoy your tragically vanilla life.
what is so bad about your life that you need drugs to escape it?
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@soothfast saidYou have to stay hydrated with MDMA, it's easy to lose a ton of water clubbing with it. Dehydration is the major reason for medical issues while on it.
I'd take a hit if I knew where to get it!
But I've had experience with magic mushrooms, since those I can grow. Someday I hope to grow them again.
@soothfast saidHave you heard of this?
Not escape it, but to explore it more deeply than I could otherwise. It is a spiritual experience for me, and helps to break down entrenched patterns of thought and open my mind to new ideas.
It's just a tool in the kit, though. I meditate sober most days, and think a lot about the nature of reality and existence. I study mathematics for the same reason. I can understand why the Ancients used mind-altering substances in their search for meaning in the universe.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ayahuasca
@soothfast saidHahaha, exactly.
It's always the small men who are most easily yanked by the chain.
Shouldn't you be off somewhere polishing your gun?
@suzianne saidI certainly wouldn't go clubbing with it, but that aside, it sounds like good advice.
You have to stay hydrated with MDMA, it's easy to lose a ton of water clubbing with it. Dehydration is the major reason for medical issues while on it.
There were times I got nauseated on weed, and near as I can tell the problem was that I wasn't staying hydrated enough.
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@suzianne saidYeah, never tried it. From what I gather there are retreats in Latin America where one can experiment with it under guidance. Also I think a bout of nausea is pretty much par for the course when dosing ayahuasca. Maybe I wouldn't have so much of a problem, since shrooms never nauseated me. It's something else I'd like to try some day.
Have you heard of this?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ayahuasca
What I've tried: Cannabis, psilocybin, mescaline (from San Pedro cactus).
What I'd like to try someday: MDMA, ayahuasca. Probably some other thing or two I'm forgetting.
Not sure about LSD.
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@soothfast saidI've done all that except ayahuasca. From what I've read here, you might not like LSD, because I found it really hits you (well, me) like a highly chemical poison, if that makes sense. The visualization is intense, but they do call it 'fry' for a reason.
Yeah, never tried it. From what I gather there are retreats in Latin America where one can experiment with it under guidance. Also I think a bout of nausea is pretty much par for the course when dosing ayahuasca. Maybe I wouldn't have so much of a problem, since shrooms never nauseated me. It's something else I'd like to try some day.
What I've tried: Cannabis, ps ...[text shortened]... someday: MDMA, ayahuasca. Probably some other thing or two I'm forgetting.
Not sure about LSD.
Yeah, this was all in my early party girl years of attempted self-medication through PTSD.
