Maybe it's your play, and not the opening

http://tigerchess.nigeldavies.net/Artic005.htm

No,no,no,sorry Nigel,but it's clearly the opening that sucks,not my middlegame play 😉😛🙄

Yep, I concur with Sirlosealot, whenever I lose, it's always the fault of the opening, no doubt about it. Openings suck.