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@mike69 saidI distinctly recall having crushes on boys as early as the second or third grade, although I didn't understand it at the time because kids are ignorant of that stuff. And no, I wasn't abused or groomed or anything like that.
Tell me about your childhood, were you totally born this way or is it where you found refuge? I agree you don’t have to justify anything to me, and I hope you’re happy. With that said the very low numbers of gay men speaks for itself as far as calling it normal. On the other hand what is normal, I’ve never felt this and doubt many do. For whatever reason you are the way you ...[text shortened]... s ago, I don’t keep up with time very well. Sex doesn’t control me or where I get my identity from.
There's a massive disconnect between the number of men who identify as gay and the number who are actually gay or bisexual.
Men typically deny it or don't even let themselves go there because they think they're abnormal and it's just easier to live a straight life.
As a talented psychic I know for a fact that almost every man is at least bisexual.
The bible is filled with obviously incorrect scriptures. I've explained before but there are lot of ways a psychic can get it wrong. For example, I have a theory that Alexandra messed up the Shekinah entry because the Shekinah was the Grey Empress until very recently. Their thoughts about her probably influenced Alexandra's ability. Negativity and others' thoughts all influence a psychic and it takes some practise to be able to tell a genuine psychic impression from a false one. And sometimes the spirit world has a reason for letting you think something that isn't true as a psychic person. As a person who had catastrophic negativity in my field, I actually wasn't a very good psychic until about 6 months ago, simply because while I was always talented, the amount of psychic attack, distress, and bad karma in my field made it hard to separate the true impressions from the false ones. The Greys thread really helped to clarify my abilities and they're getting better all the time. I have become very clairvoyant lately; I have detailed visions of Alexandra's angel cards, tarot cards and other things. As I have written in the book, my main ability is sensitivity to energy, which allows me to tell whether good or bad events are coming. I also have feelings about issues that are not my own, and I have become better at describing them. Watch Tyler Henry for a person who is an expert at articulating a complex psychic feeling.
I have done my best in this thread, but I can't guarantee that it's entirely perfect. But I did have clear psychic impressions of pretty much everything in this thread that isn't purely intellectual.
I know that a lot of others have felt similar things to what I've written.
My sensitivity to sexual energy and desire means that I happen to know for sure that practically every man is at least bisexual.
I recently joined the gym after a long hiatus, and while sitting in the sauna I got chatting to a guy who was talking at length about his hot Russian female gym teacher and her body and how he was watching her swimming.
But then when I got home I felt a very strong sexual energy from him. This happens all the time. All the time.
Anyway, I'm now going to bed. I will check this thread again in the morning.
P.s. my personal trainer was actually an archangel.
That's why his grief destroyed my life and gave me depression.
@Ashiitaka saidNo, the Bible is the light and truth of Gods character and attributes with nothing incorrect. It is the living word, and may have different meanings at different times of your life/stages, age but it will never contradict itself.
I distinctly recall having crushes on boys as early as the second or third grade, although I didn't understand it at the time because kids are ignorant of that stuff. And no, I wasn't abused or groomed or anything like that.
There's a massive disconnect between the number of men who identify as gay and the number who are actually gay or bisexual.
Men typically deny ...[text shortened]... rainer was actually an archangel.
That's why his grief destroyed my life and gave me depression.
At 2nd or 3rd grade you’re not thinking of being sexual with friends, do you have children? Were you accepted growing up by the overwhelming number of neurotypical children and adults or pushed into certain groups?
Not to be rude, but considering lgbtq only makes up around 8% of the population to say you know what all men feel is a very silly comment to make and very unfounded! I understand you do this to not feel how other children/adults made you feel growing up. You have created a superior mindset in a way that you think you’re being more truthful than the rest of the male population therefore better than. This includes all that you have written about angles other people, psychic and on. You have created a life living in a made up holographic world around you for protection and self preservation.
As far as sensitivity to sexual energy a large amount of neurodiverse people are gay and trans, and this kink is part of the condition, not some special gift.
@mike69 said"No, the Bible is the light and truth of Gods character and attributes with nothing incorrect. It is the living word, and may have different meanings at different times of your life/stages, age but it will never contradict itself. "
No, the Bible is the light and truth of Gods character and attributes with nothing incorrect. It is the living word, and may have different meanings at different times of your life/stages, age but it will never contradict itself.
At 2nd or 3rd grade you’re not thinking of being sexual with friends, do you have children? Were you accepted growing up by the overwhelming num ...[text shortened]... eurodiverse people are gay and trans, and this kink is part of the condition, not some special gift.
Okay, next time you sin or do anything the like, I expect you to slaughter some poor animal, burn its fat and sprinkle the blood everywhere. Because it totally makes sense that you can just transfer your sin to an innocent beast by killing it.
And no, Jesus did not die for our sins or make e.g. the sin offerings redundant, because the spiritual laws don't change. Rather, they were false psychic impressions (very common). It's very clear that despite some Christians saying that Jesus died for our sins, that we are all still punished for our own wrongdoing and are just as accountable as we were before Christ. That is one of my issues with Christianity. It's a lovely idea but it's silly.
"At 2nd or 3rd grade you’re not thinking of being sexual with friends, do you have children?"
I'm not really sure what to make of this sentence. But I shall say I didn't know what sex was until considerably later.
And no, I don't have children.
At a certain point one wonders whether it's worth responding to this post because it is unreasonable and somewhat incoherent.
"Were you accepted growing up by the overwhelming number of neurotypical children and adults or pushed into certain groups?"
This is a very bizarre sentence. Why would I be pushed into being LGBTQ as a child? If anything, LGBTQ people are pushed into pretending to be straight. I also don't think it's really the correct use of "neurotypical"; in my mind this refers to not being autistic or having a personality disorder.
And my sexuality is "neurotypical" if you want to use that word, but I don't want to get into a pointless "is not, are too" match with you.
Before there was a stigma against homosexuality bisexuality was widely permitted and practised in certain societies. Men weren't forced to. They wanted to have sex with men (or in some cases, boys, but that was how it was back then for both genders). Did men's sexualities suddenly change or are they just hiding it because of stigma?
That's a rhetorical question.
It's not difficult to grasp that people have some motivation to hide their homosexuality, especially when there are people like you, and therefore that your quoted figure is an underrepresentation.
"You have created a superior mindset in a way that you think you’re being more truthful than the rest of the male population therefore better than. This includes all that you have written about angles other people, psychic and on. You have created a life living in a made up holographic world around you for protection and self preservation.
As far as sensitivity to sexual energy a large amount of neurodiverse people are gay and trans, and this kink is part of the condition, not some special gift."
Bizarre and incoherent waffling.
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@Ashiitaka saidYou can do better, try not being biased, acting confused, or misleading, it’s just a talk for understanding and truth.
"No, the Bible is the light and truth of Gods character and attributes with nothing incorrect. It is the living word, and may have different meanings at different times of your life/stages, age but it will never contradict itself. "
Okay, next time you sin or do anything the like, I expect you to slaughter some poor animal, burn its fat and sprinkle the blood everywhere. ...[text shortened]... and this kink is part of the condition, not some special gift."
Bizarre and incoherent waffling.
@Ashiitaka said["At 2nd or 3rd grade you’re not thinking of being sexual with friends, do you have children?"
"No, the Bible is the light and truth of Gods character and attributes with nothing incorrect. It is the living word, and may have different meanings at different times of your life/stages, age but it will never contradict itself. "
Okay, next time you sin or do anything the like, I expect you to slaughter some poor animal, burn its fat and sprinkle the blood everywhere. ...[text shortened]... and this kink is part of the condition, not some special gift."
Bizarre and incoherent waffling.
I'm not really sure what to make of this sentence. But I shall say I didn't knowwhat sex was until considerably later.]
I get that but when you use the word crush as in romantic, that is something that comes later not 2nd or 3rd grade.
Your Bible comments are incorrect and no need to discuss them with you.
[This is a very bizarre sentence. Why would I be pushed into being LGBTQ as a child? If anything, LGBTQ people are pushed into pretending to be straight. I also don't think it's really the correct use of "neurotypical"; in my mind this refers to not being autistic or having a personality disorder.]
I never mentioned lgbtq, but this is what I’m getting at. You do have a personality disorder, you mentioned what you have a few years back. This can give a sense of not belonging, fitting in, loneliness and on and people tend to be pushed into less popular or fringe groups not that anything is wrong with them. This can give a feeling of acceptance that many like this have never felt before in school. For me I was pushed into the thug/hard rock group.
[And my sexuality is "neurotypical" if you want to use that word, but I don't want to get into a pointless "is not, are too" match with you.]
Come on man, putting your penis in a males anus isn’t neurotypical in any way. What is the reason for human sexuality, it’s reproduction not sexual gratification, that’s a bonus.
[Before there was a stigma against homosexuality bisexuality was widely permitted and practised in certain societies. Men weren't forced to. They wanted to have sex with men (or in some cases, boys, but that was how it was back then for both genders). Did men's sexualities suddenly change or are they just hiding it because of stigma?]
Did it happen or was it acceptable in SOME societies, yes, does this make it correct or widely acceptable in all or even the majority of societies, not at all. I doubt the numbers were any different back then from today as far as a very tiny number around 3 to 4% of men who identify as gay. I hope your not getting at that you also think it’s ok to be attracted to young boys like in your religion and comment above. You do understand that just because you have certain feelings towards men in no way means the majority of men feel this way and are hiding it, that’s just dumb and projecting your feelings on others for your own personal acceptance.
[As far as sensitivity to sexual energy a large amount of neurodiverse people are gay and trans, and this kink is part of the condition, not some special gift."]
[Bizarre and incoherent waffling.]
Are you disagreeing with this comment, look up.
I just pulled my three angels and tarot cards for the day.
I said a prayer to pull Michael, and I did, first. I then pulled Tzaphkiel followed by the Shekinah.
About a week ago I was sleeping when I had dreams of archangels Melchizedek and Michael. As I saw both of them, in real life, while sleeping, a surge of energy went through me and my ears popped with the release of negativity.
Michael is my favourite male angel, because I very often don't feel safe for justified reasons. And because his process in the card deck cuts away the psychic cords of tension that make me anxious and removes psychic attack from my field without me having to burn black magic incense or whirl. Pulling Michael is always reassuring given his message about releasing fears and being safe and protected.
For years before I knew Jesus was Michael or that he was somebody I knew, I was particularly drawn to the blue crystals and all my jewellery consisted of blue crystals.
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@mike69 saidI didn't understand that it was a crush until I reflected on it years later.
["At 2nd or 3rd grade you’re not thinking of being sexual with friends, do you have children?"
I'm not really sure what to make of this sentence. But I shall say I didn't knowwhat sex was until considerably later.]
I get that but when you use the word crush as in romantic, that is something that comes later not 2nd or 3rd grade.
Your Bible comments are incorrect and no ...[text shortened]... ial gift."]
[Bizarre and incoherent waffling.]
Are you disagreeing with this comment, look up.
"Your Bible comments are incorrect and no need to discuss them with you."
Go slaughter an unblemished bull, then.
"I never mentioned lgbtq, but this is what I’m getting at. You do have a personality disorder, you mentioned what you have a few years back. This can give a sense of not belonging, fitting in, loneliness and on and people tend to be pushed into less popular or fringe groups not that anything is wrong with them. This can give a feeling of acceptance that many like this have never felt before in school. For me I was pushed into the thug/hard rock group."
Despite being rather obviously on the spectrum, nobody ever acknowledged it and I had to learn to fit in. I was never treated as special needs when that would have helped me a lot. I actually did very well considering my combination of PDs and they only manifested when I was under massive strain, or later, when I came to RHP or read too much poison online.
"Come on man, putting your penis in a males anus isn’t neurotypical in any way. What is the reason for human sexuality, it’s reproduction not sexual gratification, that’s a bonus. "
We're never going to agree here.
"Did it happen or was it acceptable in SOME societies, yes, does this make it correct or widely acceptable in all or even the majority of societies, not at all. I doubt the numbers were any different back then from today as far as a very tiny number around 3 to 4% of men who identify as gay. I hope your not getting at that you also think it’s ok to be attracted to young boys like in your religion and comment above. You do understand that just because you have certain feelings towards men in no way means the majority of men feel this way and are hiding it, that’s just dumb and projecting your feelings on others for your own personal acceptance."
Or here. And I have only once in my life been attracted to a man younger than I, when I was 18. And he was 3 months younger.
I tend to prefer men in their 30s or even 40s and always have done. At least romantically speaking. Young men are mostly just children in the bodies of adults, and that doesn't interest me. I prefer a more mature look and twink is not my type at all.
I like older guys who don't look like they aged badly. My first boyfriend, when I was 19, was in his early 30s. And that was perfect for me.
My psychic sensitivity to sexual desire is not a kink.
@Ashiitaka saidYou don’t like younger men, you’re only like 31🤪. I never mentioned psychic abilities and sexual desire and kink just the later. This was in reference to how many on the spectrum are lgbtq and possible reasons besides being born that way. I was never special needs but I still lack social abilities. Things like the ability to do small talk, or conversations, it makes no sense to me, social anxiety, the phone, fake emotions, laughing or smiling when nothings funny and things of this nature. As a child I wondered in a way if I was alien because I was so different than everyone else with no connections. Im sorry, I don’t want to add strain but the things like psychic abilities, tarot cards, and this and that about angels and the Bible has really been getting on my nerves.
I didn't understand that it was a crush until I reflected on it years later.
"Your Bible comments are incorrect and no need to discuss them with you."
Go slaughter an unblemished bull, then.
"I never mentioned lgbtq, but this is what I’m getting at. You do have a personality disorder, you mentioned what you have a few years back. This can give a sense of not ...[text shortened]... s early 30s. And that was perfect for me.
My psychic sensitivity to sexual desire is not a kink.
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@Ashiitaka said"I just pulled my three angels"
I just pulled my three angels and tarot cards for the day.
I said a prayer to pull Michael, and I did, first. I then pulled Tzaphkiel followed by the Shekinah.
About a week ago I was sleeping when I had dreams of archangels Melchizedek and Michael. As I saw both of them, in real life, while sleeping, a surge of energy went through me and my ears popped with the rele ...[text shortened]... knew, I was particularly drawn to the blue crystals and all my jewellery consisted of blue crystals.
Oh God, please pull Oh yes pull, pull, faster pull, pull pull more,
I don't know about 'the Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away"
But I do know what cometh
Can I be one of your angels?
@mike69 saidI'm 27.
You don’t like younger men, you’re only like 31🤪. I never mentioned psychic abilities and sexual desire and kink just the later. This was in reference to how many on the spectrum are lgbtq and possible reasons besides being born that way. I was never special needs but I still lack social abilities. Things like the ability to do small talk, or conversations, it makes no sen ...[text shortened]... ies, tarot cards, and this and that about angels and the Bible has really been getting on my nerves.
I went through a stage of describing myself as irreligious but I was privately some mix of Buddhist and Jewish. I lied because my psychic abilities really helped me, sometimes without even realising it. It took until I actually started having clairvoyant visions to realise that what I thought was just an uncanny intuition was something that others do not possess.
Unless you're psychic yourself then it can seem out there, yes.
But watch Tyler Henry, whom I have seen sometimes does tarot readings before his readings as a matter of interest.
Given that I'm assuming you're Christian, I'm not sure why talking about angels is a problem. The prophets were clearly psychic people, which clearly means that being psychic is a thing, but you can see that from Tyler Henry. Or my own post about the shark attacks.
Jesus clearly wasn't a God but also clearly wasn't merely an ordinary soul, either.
He was a male archangel.
I am very good at conversation and dare I say I come across quite well. But I also find small talk draining and pointless and I certainly don't enjoy it.
@Ashiitaka saidYes I'm Christian, the issue is everything you say is a twisted version of the reality inside your head and not truth. I gave you a few years to be on the safe side and not insult, I actually thought 28 adding a couple years from your picture. Can you give me a psychic reading, I don’t find the shark thing overly convincing, did you see or feel this.
I'm 27.
I went through a stage of describing myself as irreligious but I was privately some mix of Buddhist and Jewish. I lied because my psychic abilities really helped me, sometimes without even realising it. It took until I actually started having clairvoyant visions to realise that what I thought was just an uncanny intuition was something that others do not possess ...[text shortened]... across quite well. But I also find small talk draining and pointless and I certainly don't enjoy it.
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@mike69 saidAs a general rule I am very picky about whom I give readings to. And the spirit world is very picky about whom I read as well. If the person is not worthy, even if I may want to give them a reading, nothing comes through. This is because my focus has to be on the bigger picture and not on convincing one person who's never going to believe me no matter how much evidence they're shown.
Yes I'm Christian, the issue is everything you say is a twisted version of the reality inside your head and not truth. I gave you a few years to be on the safe side and not insult, I actually thought 28 adding a couple years from your picture. Can you give me a psychic reading, I don’t find the shark thing overly convincing, did you see or feel this.
Edit: not to mention that giving a reading even to somebody I am friends with is very draining.
I went through a phase of wanting to give people free readings to practise once I ran out of people close to me. And it mostly didn't go well because people lie when I get impossible details correct because they don't get it. It was very frustrating.
Edit: I'm not talking to you when I say that I answer questions because it removes negativity from my field to do so, and I need help with that.
Further edit: I googled and found that the last shark attack here in Cape Town was nearly 15 years ago. Doesn't it seem strange that I googled shark attacks one month ago?
@Ashiitaka saidI never said I didn’t believe, I think we’re all connected in a way and all have this ability to a lesser degree than you describe, the spirt world has nothing to do with it. To me it’s more about letting go of everything that holds you down, like releasing a weight from your chest from life and people. At this point things around us are easier to see, feel and are more clear. I don’t believe in it in the way you describe, it’s not a movie and the info that you say is given to you about angels and the word of God is false and made up.
As a general rule I am very picky about whom I give readings to. And the spirit world is very picky about whom I read as well. If the person is not worthy, even if I may want to give them a reading, nothing comes through. This is because my focus has to be on the bigger picture and not on convincing one person who's never going to believe me no matter how much evidence they ...[text shortened]... people lie when I get impossible details correct because they don't get it. It was very frustrating.
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I wanted to calculate the probability of there being 4 shark attacks in two days because my intuition told me that it was extremely unlikely.
My assumption is that the random variable the number of shark attacks in 2 days has the poisson distribution.
If we assume 70 shark attacks globally, then the rate, λ, per day, is 70/365. Per two days it is 140/365 ~0.3836.
The mass function is (e^(-&lambda😉)(λ^x)/x!
((e^(-0.3836))(0.3836)^(4))/4!
= 0.000614
0.06% chance of there being 4 attacks in 2 days. And when you consider that all 4 attacks were in the same country, it becomes even less likely.
Edit: the cumulative probability x>=4 is 0.00066. Only a tiny bit more.
The point is, this is an unbelievably unlikely event.
Not sure why the formatting of the lambda is getting messed up. Just Google the poisson distribution mass function.
This is one of the simplest discrete probability distributions.
@Ashiitaka saidSo you google shark attacks for a specific reason, and there are four in two days in different areas a month later? You could run the math in different directions, schools of fish in the area, water temps, number of attacks so far and on without you in the picture at all. Things like this happen now and then, the fact you base your abilities and keep mentioning this one example as proof makes me think things like this don’t happen often for you before this. If I wrote down things like this and ever more weird that has happened to me I could fill a book.
I wanted to calculate the probability of there being 4 shark attacks in two days because my intuition told me that it was extremely unlikely.
My assumption is that the random variable the number of shark attacks in 2 days has the poisson distribution.
If we assume 70 shark attacks globally, then the rate, λ, per day, is 70/365. Per two days it is 140/365 ~0.3836.
...[text shortened]... sson distribution mass function.
This is one of the simplest discrete probability distributions.