Home Alone

For the first time in forever I'm as alone as I've ever been. Just me and the baby. Yup, a whole month to myself with only one child to tend to instead of three.

The house seems somehow bigger. Definately more quiet.

This is my time of semi freedom and yet I feel so empty. I keep expecting one of the girls to come downstairs for a drink of water. I peep in the bedrooms when I go upstairs even though I know they're not there. Old habits die hard.

It's put some things into perspective for me. The pain and hurt I felt ending my relationship was nowhere near as sickening as not having my kids here with me.

Love is being a mom

Originally posted by mokko
For the first time in forever I'm as alone as I've ever been. Just me and the baby. Yup, a whole month to myself with only one child to tend to instead of three.

The house seems somehow bigger. Definately more quiet.

This is my time of semi freedom and yet I feel so empty. I keep expecting one of the girls to come downstairs for a drink of water. I pe ...[text shortened]... onship was nowhere near as sickening as not having my kids here with me.

Love is being a mom

Originally posted by Wildfire
I take it that there was a custody battle, and you lost? If so, I'm sorry. Hope you feel better.

Originally posted by mokko
?huh?

no, lol. Guess I should have cleared that up a little.
Kids just went on vacation with their dad for a month.
It's only been a day and I'm losing my mind.

I feel bad for any person who has to be seperated for any amount of time from their children. It's not a good feeling.

Originally posted by Wildfire
LOL! You're story is quite misleading. That, or I'm getting so tired that I'm seeing things I shouldn't be.

Originally posted by mokko
I know the feeling, it's 1:00 AM here and I just can't seem to go to bed.

Originally posted by Wildfire
Huh. We must be in the same time zone. Cool!

Originally posted by mokko
Why are you up so late?

she did say a WHOLE MONTH now hows that misleading.

Originally posted by eddie anders
she did say a WHOLE MONTH now hows that misleading.

Originally posted by Wildfire
I'm busy using my computer. What's your excuse?

Originally posted by mokko
Too lonely to sleep. :'(

Originally posted by Wildfire
I have an idea! Borrow someone else's kids until your kids come back!

Originally posted by mokko
LOL

Wouldn't happen to have a couple spares lying around would you?

Originally posted by Wildfire
Nope, sorry.