Originally posted by muppyman
I fear that you have experienced the difference between becoming a non-smoker when you quit, and becoming a smoker who isn't smoking. A non-smoker will not put a cigarette in his mouth no matter what happens, but a smoker who isn't smoking might go for ten years, and then something happens, like attending the funeral of his best friend, or in your case a ni ...[text shortened]... u that you can't beat smoking, because you certainly can. I feel for you, and wish you luck.
agreed, I quit 20 years ago, and I will NEVER smoke another cigarette again...ever. I am a non-smoker.
