16 Jun '07 17:08>
If I may indulge you for a few minutes.....?
Imagine a room with 20 doors in it you go in and deliberate this way and that which door to walk through. You can see the doors around you but you are aware of the force of determinism pulling at you. You know logically you are a machine , a computer of meat , how can you not be at the mercy of physical laws? How can evolution and it's purposes not have it's way with you? You feel the forces of the natural world pulling at you , desire , ego , fear , thoughtless revenge , war , lust , violence , greed. If you give in to these forces you can potentially become an unthinking animal capable of heinous crimes of humanity. Robotic , irrational and driven by instincts for instant gratification and self preservation.
You also know that many men have done this . Determinism cannot ensure that humanity is compassionate. We simply have to believe that we are making real choices between real and possible alternatives . It is how we live our lives. It is not inevitable that you will live a life of love. Men have descended into various levels of brute inhumanity , treating others as mere objects , playthings , torture , sadistic entertainment , even food. Your biology rebels against what in your heart you desire , you want to live a life of compassion , rationality , humanity , love , but you have a fight on your hands . How are you to escape? How are you to be more than just a robot following instinct and the dictates of evolution which says "survival of the fittest"?
In the room you are haunted by your conscience which seems to say to you that there are other ways to live. An inner voice from somewhere seems to say "you don't have to be subject to nature , you can be more than this" . You know that everyday there is a choice to live according to this voice of conscience and it's not easy , it's a struggle and it takes an act of will. Sometimes it's hard , very very hard and you are aware that it would be soooo easy just to give in to determinism and not battle with your own physical nature. Sometimes you do give in and you feel bad because you are aware you betrayed your real nature AND you didn't have to betray it. Your conscience is persistent and will not let you off the hook unless you make a conscioius effort , and act of will , to silence it or muffle it. You know when you choose your conscience over other warring desires that pull at you , you feel stronger and more powerful as if there really is something that is helping you do the right thing. But it would have been so easy to not do the right thing and your conscience does not always force you either , you have to make your own mind up which door you will choose.
You feel the tension of these real alternatives before you. You are in a real crucible of moral choice and responsibility . This is no computer game of choice , this is real . The program is not set. But you are not forced to rebel , you can hide amongst the herd mentality if you wish. You feel truely alive because you sense that door 13 is as real a possibility as door 20 . But you are caught between making a robotic reflexive or unthinking decision or following your higher nature and doing something less predictable ( like standing in front of a tank or being prepared to be shot to gain civil rights for your people or something more down to earth like standing up for a homeless man when all around you are mocking him). There is a life you can live and you may or may not live it. You are free to will it!!! If you will it you will be given the resources to do it. If not then you will stay stuck in determinism .
The worm however does not stay in the room at all and does not deliberate or reason or show self awareness . It simply wriggles up the stairs behind door 6. It must do what it must do. It has no dilemma or conscience.It would never occur to it to rebel against the nature forces within it's own body. More than this it has no ability to do so. It is not haunted by something other. It has no real free will to be anything more than what it is. We do.
So you walk up door 20 and reach the ceiling and look back at door 13 . It had your name written on it also. It could have happened. You could have chosen door 13. But you chose door 20. How? Because you allowed something else to mess around with your nature , you surrendered to it and it changed you . It called your name and asked if you wanted to keep your nature or let yourself die and be transformed. You were not forced because this voice did not come from nature nor was it deterministic. Your humanity with all it's compassion and beauty and love was allowed to grow and blossom...but oh how easy it would have been to have been to have stayed a weed. You could have also freely willed against it too.
(and if you would like a different way of looking at this you might like to look at this link....)
http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=7565098915496889282&q=u2+wide+awake&total=21&start=0&num=10&so=0&type=search&plindex=0
Imagine a room with 20 doors in it you go in and deliberate this way and that which door to walk through. You can see the doors around you but you are aware of the force of determinism pulling at you. You know logically you are a machine , a computer of meat , how can you not be at the mercy of physical laws? How can evolution and it's purposes not have it's way with you? You feel the forces of the natural world pulling at you , desire , ego , fear , thoughtless revenge , war , lust , violence , greed. If you give in to these forces you can potentially become an unthinking animal capable of heinous crimes of humanity. Robotic , irrational and driven by instincts for instant gratification and self preservation.
You also know that many men have done this . Determinism cannot ensure that humanity is compassionate. We simply have to believe that we are making real choices between real and possible alternatives . It is how we live our lives. It is not inevitable that you will live a life of love. Men have descended into various levels of brute inhumanity , treating others as mere objects , playthings , torture , sadistic entertainment , even food. Your biology rebels against what in your heart you desire , you want to live a life of compassion , rationality , humanity , love , but you have a fight on your hands . How are you to escape? How are you to be more than just a robot following instinct and the dictates of evolution which says "survival of the fittest"?
In the room you are haunted by your conscience which seems to say to you that there are other ways to live. An inner voice from somewhere seems to say "you don't have to be subject to nature , you can be more than this" . You know that everyday there is a choice to live according to this voice of conscience and it's not easy , it's a struggle and it takes an act of will. Sometimes it's hard , very very hard and you are aware that it would be soooo easy just to give in to determinism and not battle with your own physical nature. Sometimes you do give in and you feel bad because you are aware you betrayed your real nature AND you didn't have to betray it. Your conscience is persistent and will not let you off the hook unless you make a conscioius effort , and act of will , to silence it or muffle it. You know when you choose your conscience over other warring desires that pull at you , you feel stronger and more powerful as if there really is something that is helping you do the right thing. But it would have been so easy to not do the right thing and your conscience does not always force you either , you have to make your own mind up which door you will choose.
You feel the tension of these real alternatives before you. You are in a real crucible of moral choice and responsibility . This is no computer game of choice , this is real . The program is not set. But you are not forced to rebel , you can hide amongst the herd mentality if you wish. You feel truely alive because you sense that door 13 is as real a possibility as door 20 . But you are caught between making a robotic reflexive or unthinking decision or following your higher nature and doing something less predictable ( like standing in front of a tank or being prepared to be shot to gain civil rights for your people or something more down to earth like standing up for a homeless man when all around you are mocking him). There is a life you can live and you may or may not live it. You are free to will it!!! If you will it you will be given the resources to do it. If not then you will stay stuck in determinism .
The worm however does not stay in the room at all and does not deliberate or reason or show self awareness . It simply wriggles up the stairs behind door 6. It must do what it must do. It has no dilemma or conscience.It would never occur to it to rebel against the nature forces within it's own body. More than this it has no ability to do so. It is not haunted by something other. It has no real free will to be anything more than what it is. We do.
So you walk up door 20 and reach the ceiling and look back at door 13 . It had your name written on it also. It could have happened. You could have chosen door 13. But you chose door 20. How? Because you allowed something else to mess around with your nature , you surrendered to it and it changed you . It called your name and asked if you wanted to keep your nature or let yourself die and be transformed. You were not forced because this voice did not come from nature nor was it deterministic. Your humanity with all it's compassion and beauty and love was allowed to grow and blossom...but oh how easy it would have been to have been to have stayed a weed. You could have also freely willed against it too.
(and if you would like a different way of looking at this you might like to look at this link....)
http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=7565098915496889282&q=u2+wide+awake&total=21&start=0&num=10&so=0&type=search&plindex=0