30 Jun 12
first skype experience. Me , my mum,my sis ,an old friend, and of couple of other people close to my family hooked up with my dad and his woman in Hungary from australia.
Just as we were beginning to say goodbye I felt an overwhelming urge to cry.
I was in the kitchen and my mum noticed I was crying and asked what was wrong. "Nothing" , I said. I have never felt this way in my whole life and I feel that for of us (my mum,me,my dad ,my sis) were similarly moved- although i have always been the focus of the most attention in my family-and i was the only one in tears.
"tears of joy" i thought to my mum but did not say it.
I stepped outside for 45 secs and came back.
"Remember you are a man , Charlie" said my mum just before I left.
Real men dont cry.
30 Jun 12
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Originally posted by karoly aczelObviously your a super wussie, anyhow i used google talk to talk to a friend from
first skype experience. Me , my mum,my sis ,an old friend, and of couple of other people close to my family hooked up with my dad and his woman in Hungary from australia.
Just as we were beginning to say goodbye I felt an overwhelming urge to cry.
I was in the kitchen and my mum noticed I was crying and asked what was wrong. "Nothing" , I said. I ha
"Remember you are a man , Charlie" said my mum just before I left.
Real men dont cry.
Australia from the UK, it was awesome, they came through loud and clear as i have my
PC wired to the stereo and it didn't cost a penny.
30 Jun 12
Originally posted by robbie carrobieI am a super wussie. Crap, I want to be a man.
Obviously your a super wussie, anyhow i used google talk to talk to a friend from
Australia from the UK, it was awesome, they came through loud and clear as i have my
PC wired to the stereo and it didn't cost a penny.
(btw tonight is my last night before I quit drugs and alcohol,
I have 2 hours and 41 minutes to smoke bongs and sip wines.
Coffe and tbacco shall be dimly excused.
I had this date planned 18 or so months ago and now here it is. )
30 Jun 12
Originally posted by karoly aczelYou picked the wrong week...
I am a super wussie. Crap, I want to be a man.
(btw tonight is my last night before I quit drugs and alcohol,
I have 2 hours and 41 minutes to smoke bongs and sip wines.
Coffe and tbacco shall be dimly excused.
I had this date planned 18 or so months ago and now here it is. )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?gl=GB&v=VmW-ScmGRMA
30 Jun 12
Originally posted by karoly aczelyour going turkey, watch out for nightmares as your mind tries to readjust and heal
I am a super wussie. Crap, I want to be a man.
(btw tonight is my last night before I quit drugs and alcohol,
I have 2 hours and 41 minutes to smoke bongs and sip wines.
Coffe and tbacco shall be dimly excused.
I had this date planned 18 or so months ago and now here it is. )
itself! i wish you every success, everyone should be getting high on fresh air! this is
my wish.
30 Jun 12
Originally posted by karoly aczelCount on more emotional episodes as you re-connect with real life as you stay sober.
I am a super wussie. Crap, I want to be a man.
(btw tonight is my last night before I quit drugs and alcohol,
I have 2 hours and 41 minutes to smoke bongs and sip wines.
Coffe and tbacco shall be dimly excused.
I had this date planned 18 or so months ago and now here it is. )
God bless you, karoly.
30 Jun 12
Originally posted by robbie carrobieShould be no problem. Like I said, the date was set long ago .I was building up (or diluting) for turkey for a while now.
your going turkey, watch out for nightmares as your mind tries to readjust and heal
itself! i wish you every success, everyone should be getting high on fresh air! this is
my wish.
I'll let ya know if I cave but I doubt it. I've drank and smoked enough for a while. I really feel quite over it
30 Jun 12
Originally posted by SuzianneOh I 've had emotional episodes sober and straight my whole life.
Count on more emotional episodes as you re-connect with real life as you stay sober.
God bless you, karoly.
Sensitive guy an all that .
But this skype experience was so new and different. I just had never felt anything like it.
It was like when I got my star here at rhp. I felt so "overjoyed" in a way that I had never felt before. Very unique feeling as was last night.
I guess it's this technology thingy that really pays off in weird ways when done right.
01 Jul 12
Originally posted by karoly aczelReal men do cry, we just do it inside. 🙂
first skype experience. Me , my mum,my sis ,an old friend, and of couple of other people close to my family hooked up with my dad and his woman in Hungary from australia.
Just as we were beginning to say goodbye I felt an overwhelming urge to cry.
I was in the kitchen and my mum noticed I was crying and asked what was wrong. "Nothing" , I said. I ha ...[text shortened]...
"Remember you are a man , Charlie" said my mum just before I left.
Real men dont cry.
01 Jul 12
Originally posted by karoly aczelHere's another barracker. 🙂
Should be no problem. Like I said, the date was set long ago .I was building up (or diluting) for turkey for a while now.
I'll let ya know if I cave but I doubt it. I've drank and smoked enough for a while. I really feel quite over it