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A MIDRASH ON EXODUS 13:18
This midrash is a playful dancing with a single Torah text, done in a contemplative manner (perhaps a bit like imaginative Ignatian-style lectio divina), presented somewhat in a “traditional” midrashic style, but also with some more modern movements. Midrash is not generally used to exegete that “plain meaning” of a text, but to dig deeper, to uncover spiritual dimensions. It uses close readings with sometimes little regard for context, allegory, puns and other word-play, metaphor, imagination and sometimes wild juxtaposition of texts.
Those of you who know me, know that I generally read the scriptural texts allegorically, that I am not a “supernatural theist,” and that I am not—for some of you who might jump to conclusions based on the following references to Genesis—a creationist. (My side-mention of the Tao, below, might give a hint. The “perennial philosophy” is also found in Judaism, and I play with the Hebrew as a contemplative/meditative exercise.)
Maybe some of you will like this; maybe some of you won’t. No matter. It is offered as a Shabbos meditation on this Sabbath.
NOTE: The following has a complex word-association play between “wilderness” (midbar), “word” dabar (same root), Wisdom and Beginning (reishit); it’s a bit of a crazy-quilt, but midrashically permissible—as the Talmud says, “The words of Torah are fruitful and multiply.”
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Exodus 13:18 “So God led the people by the roundabout way of the wilderness (derek ha’midbar) toward the Red Sea. The Israelites went up out of the land of Egypt prepared for battle.”
What is this “way of the wilderness” (derek ha’midbar)?
In the Midrash,* it is written:
“Rabbi Joshua says, ‘Way indicates that He intended to give them the Torah, as in the verses Follow only the way that YHVH your God has enjoined upon you (Deut. 5:30), and For the commandment is a lamp, the Torah is a light and the Way to life (Prov 6:23).”
From this we learn that when we see derek, way, we can read Torah. So God led the people by the Torah of the wilderness. But what is this “Torah of the wilderness?” What is this wilderness? On one level (the plain reading, or p’shat), it is the desert leading to the Sea of Reeds (yam suf, not “Red Sea” ). But we are searching out (d’rash) a deeper, allegorical meaning.
In the Midrash,* Rabbi Joshua says wilderness refers to the fact that YHVH would feed the people with manna; Rabbi Eliezer says it refers to the fact that God wanted to humble the people, citing Deuteronomy 8:2, “Remember the long way that YHVH your God has led you these forty years in the wilderness, in order to humble you, testing you to know what was in your heart, whether or not you would keep his commandments.”
But I offer a different “spin.”
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Proverbs 8:22 says, “YHVH created me the beginning of his Way (reishit darku), the first of his acts long ago.”
As we have seen, following Rabbi Joshua, we can read this, “YHVH created me the beginning of his Torah.” (darku/derek = Torah.)
In this verse, it is Wisdom that is speaking, and according to the kabbalistic text the Bahir, “The word ‘beginning’ (reishit) is nothing other than Wisdom. It is thus written (Psalm 111:10), ‘The beginning is Wisdom,** the fear of G-d.’ (Bahir, trans. Aryeh Kaplan)
Wisdom (hochmah was the fount of creation, as it is written in the first words of Torah: “With beginning (b’reishit created God the heavens and the earth.” (Genesis 1:1) With beginning—that is, with wisdom.
Wisdom is the beginning of Torah and the wellspring of the emanation of the heavens and the earth. (Think the Tao.)
Thus far in the word-associations: Way = Torah, and Wisdom = Beginning.
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Back to the “wilderness.”
It says in Proverbs 18:4, “The words dobrey of the mouth are deep waters; the fountain of wisdom is a gushing stream.” We see, then, in the parallelism of this verse that “word(s)” and “wisdom” are associated.
The word for word is dabar. Psalm 33:6, “With word (dabar) of YHVH the heavens were made....”
Now midbar (wilderness) can also mean “out of (from) word” (read as a contraction of min dabar, and no other spelling change in the original Hebrew).
So, “Way of the wilderness” becomes “Torah of the wilderness” becomes “Torah out of word.”
And this word is nothing other than Wisdom, which is reishit, beginning, as we have seen.
So, God led the people “by the roundabout Torah of Beginning”—the Way of the wilderness.
The Talmud indicates that God led the people into the wilderness, and that they wandered there for 40 years, in order to learn Torah (not just the written Torah, but the oral Torah as well; not just the outer words, but the inner dimensions).
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Some modern commentaries on the spiritual dimension of the wilderness:
“The wilderness is not just a desert through which we wandered for forty years. It is a way of being. A place that demands being open to the flow of life around you. A place that demands being honest with yourself, without regard to the cost of personal anxiety. A Place that demands being present with all of yourself.
“In the wilderness your possessions cannot surround you. Your preoccupations cannot protect you. Your logic cannot promise you the future. Your guilt can no longer place you safely in the past. You are left alone each day with an immediacy that astonishes, chastens and exults. You see the world as if for the first time.” (Lawrence Kushner, Honey From the Rock, 1994)
...as if for the first time—that is, from the continual perspective of reishit, beginning. A traditional Hebrew blessing goes: Baruch atah Adonai melech ha’olam oseh ma’aseh v’reishit—“Blessed are you Adonai our God, sovereign of the universe, who makes the making of in-the-beginning.”
In Hasidic tradition, the “world to come” (olam ha’ba) is translated as “the world that is always coming.” That is the world seen from the perspective of reishit, in the wilderness.
“If you think you know what you will find here [in the wilderness], then you will find nothing. If you expect nothing, then you will always be surprised. Then, you will be able to bless the One who creates the world anew each morning". (Avraham Yehoshua Heschel)
“ ‘Lech Lecha’ - This is the setting out. The leaving of everything behind. Leaving the social milieu. The preconceptions. The definitions. The language. The narrowed field of vision. The expectations. No longer expecting relationships, memories, words, or letters to mean what they used to mean. To be, in a word: Open!” (Martin Buber)
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* From The Classical Midrash, translated by Reuven Hammer, Paulist Press, 1995.
** reishit hochmah yirat YHVH: literally, “Beginning - wisdom - awe/reverence - YHVH (the unpronounceable name of God).”
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Good Shabbos to you! See you at the end of the Sabbath.
This midrash is a playful dancing with a single Torah text, done in a contemplative manner (perhaps a bit like imaginative Ignatian-style lectio divina), presented somewhat in a “traditional” midrashic style, but also with some more modern movements. Midrash is not generally used to exegete that “plain meaning” of a text, but to dig deeper, to uncover spiritual dimensions. It uses close readings with sometimes little regard for context, allegory, puns and other word-play, metaphor, imagination and sometimes wild juxtaposition of texts.
Those of you who know me, know that I generally read the scriptural texts allegorically, that I am not a “supernatural theist,” and that I am not—for some of you who might jump to conclusions based on the following references to Genesis—a creationist. (My side-mention of the Tao, below, might give a hint. The “perennial philosophy” is also found in Judaism, and I play with the Hebrew as a contemplative/meditative exercise.)
Maybe some of you will like this; maybe some of you won’t. No matter. It is offered as a Shabbos meditation on this Sabbath.
NOTE: The following has a complex word-association play between “wilderness” (midbar), “word” dabar (same root), Wisdom and Beginning (reishit); it’s a bit of a crazy-quilt, but midrashically permissible—as the Talmud says, “The words of Torah are fruitful and multiply.”
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Exodus 13:18 “So God led the people by the roundabout way of the wilderness (derek ha’midbar) toward the Red Sea. The Israelites went up out of the land of Egypt prepared for battle.”
What is this “way of the wilderness” (derek ha’midbar)?
In the Midrash,* it is written:
“Rabbi Joshua says, ‘Way indicates that He intended to give them the Torah, as in the verses Follow only the way that YHVH your God has enjoined upon you (Deut. 5:30), and For the commandment is a lamp, the Torah is a light and the Way to life (Prov 6:23).”
From this we learn that when we see derek, way, we can read Torah. So God led the people by the Torah of the wilderness. But what is this “Torah of the wilderness?” What is this wilderness? On one level (the plain reading, or p’shat), it is the desert leading to the Sea of Reeds (yam suf, not “Red Sea” ). But we are searching out (d’rash) a deeper, allegorical meaning.
In the Midrash,* Rabbi Joshua says wilderness refers to the fact that YHVH would feed the people with manna; Rabbi Eliezer says it refers to the fact that God wanted to humble the people, citing Deuteronomy 8:2, “Remember the long way that YHVH your God has led you these forty years in the wilderness, in order to humble you, testing you to know what was in your heart, whether or not you would keep his commandments.”
But I offer a different “spin.”
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Proverbs 8:22 says, “YHVH created me the beginning of his Way (reishit darku), the first of his acts long ago.”
As we have seen, following Rabbi Joshua, we can read this, “YHVH created me the beginning of his Torah.” (darku/derek = Torah.)
In this verse, it is Wisdom that is speaking, and according to the kabbalistic text the Bahir, “The word ‘beginning’ (reishit) is nothing other than Wisdom. It is thus written (Psalm 111:10), ‘The beginning is Wisdom,** the fear of G-d.’ (Bahir, trans. Aryeh Kaplan)
Wisdom (hochmah was the fount of creation, as it is written in the first words of Torah: “With beginning (b’reishit created God the heavens and the earth.” (Genesis 1:1) With beginning—that is, with wisdom.
Wisdom is the beginning of Torah and the wellspring of the emanation of the heavens and the earth. (Think the Tao.)
Thus far in the word-associations: Way = Torah, and Wisdom = Beginning.
___________________________________
Back to the “wilderness.”
It says in Proverbs 18:4, “The words dobrey of the mouth are deep waters; the fountain of wisdom is a gushing stream.” We see, then, in the parallelism of this verse that “word(s)” and “wisdom” are associated.
The word for word is dabar. Psalm 33:6, “With word (dabar) of YHVH the heavens were made....”
Now midbar (wilderness) can also mean “out of (from) word” (read as a contraction of min dabar, and no other spelling change in the original Hebrew).
So, “Way of the wilderness” becomes “Torah of the wilderness” becomes “Torah out of word.”
And this word is nothing other than Wisdom, which is reishit, beginning, as we have seen.
So, God led the people “by the roundabout Torah of Beginning”—the Way of the wilderness.
The Talmud indicates that God led the people into the wilderness, and that they wandered there for 40 years, in order to learn Torah (not just the written Torah, but the oral Torah as well; not just the outer words, but the inner dimensions).
_____________________________________
Some modern commentaries on the spiritual dimension of the wilderness:
“The wilderness is not just a desert through which we wandered for forty years. It is a way of being. A place that demands being open to the flow of life around you. A place that demands being honest with yourself, without regard to the cost of personal anxiety. A Place that demands being present with all of yourself.
“In the wilderness your possessions cannot surround you. Your preoccupations cannot protect you. Your logic cannot promise you the future. Your guilt can no longer place you safely in the past. You are left alone each day with an immediacy that astonishes, chastens and exults. You see the world as if for the first time.” (Lawrence Kushner, Honey From the Rock, 1994)
...as if for the first time—that is, from the continual perspective of reishit, beginning. A traditional Hebrew blessing goes: Baruch atah Adonai melech ha’olam oseh ma’aseh v’reishit—“Blessed are you Adonai our God, sovereign of the universe, who makes the making of in-the-beginning.”
In Hasidic tradition, the “world to come” (olam ha’ba) is translated as “the world that is always coming.” That is the world seen from the perspective of reishit, in the wilderness.
“If you think you know what you will find here [in the wilderness], then you will find nothing. If you expect nothing, then you will always be surprised. Then, you will be able to bless the One who creates the world anew each morning". (Avraham Yehoshua Heschel)
“ ‘Lech Lecha’ - This is the setting out. The leaving of everything behind. Leaving the social milieu. The preconceptions. The definitions. The language. The narrowed field of vision. The expectations. No longer expecting relationships, memories, words, or letters to mean what they used to mean. To be, in a word: Open!” (Martin Buber)
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* From The Classical Midrash, translated by Reuven Hammer, Paulist Press, 1995.
** reishit hochmah yirat YHVH: literally, “Beginning - wisdom - awe/reverence - YHVH (the unpronounceable name of God).”
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Good Shabbos to you! See you at the end of the Sabbath.