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Originally posted by 7ate9This probably isn't nice for you to recall, but can I make some more observations, and ask some more questions?
probably the same sort of buzz a base jumper would get, but the high carries on as blood starts to come out your arms. it kind of takes away the thoughts going around in your head, by 'electrocuting' those messed up thoughts.
it isn't good though cause your like at a point where you're close to ending your own life. crying and thinking about those you're gonna leave behind.
Originally posted by 7ate9That's informative.
it's pretty hard to say if it was guilt, cause it was just something i became after my friend hung himself. i had a picture of him in hell, and i was always depressed, cause i wanted to go there and give him a hug and take care of him kind of thing. it's confusing.
i don't think the blood really meant that much, as it was just a measurement of how bad i had ...[text shortened]... you've done enough cuts and your arms all red, the suicidal thoughts just kind of stop.
Originally posted by 7ate9So, what's your favorite type of anything -- food, music, etc.?
i don't mind talking about it, cause i don't have any problems with it anymore. it was just a lot of confusion when i was like that, so it's hard to talk about. i'm actually enjoying talking about it, cause it's a real problem for some people. i'll stop though.
Originally posted by Pawnokeyholeok, for instance, being able to control fire, i can manipulate to a point, same with earth, air, and water. Akasha, generaly ability in that is needed only in a preistess, because the one use of it is for rituals, and light and dark, fun can be held there, mix the two and you have chaos, something very powerful indeed.
What does your control of these elements amount to? Could you give me an example?
Originally posted by 7ate9Yea tell me about how its a problem for some people, I have friends who are cutters, a few of them, but they all tell me never to do it, and one said that he can't stop me, but if I do, to promise to be careful.
i don't mind talking about it, cause i don't have any problems with it anymore. it was just a lot of confusion when i was like that, so it's hard to talk about. i'm actually enjoying talking about it, cause it's a real problem for some people. i'll stop though.
Originally posted by ayamethesnakeYou mean manipulate by the power of the mind alone, I take it?
ok, for instance, being able to control fire, i can manipulate to a point, same with earth, air, and water. Akasha, generaly ability in that is needed only in a preistess, because the one use of it is for rituals, and light and dark, fun can be held there, mix the two and you have chaos, something very powerful indeed.
Originally posted by FreakyKBHso what if its a cut and paste, I cant get the proper characters to work here. That I know what it meant is all you need to know , silly boy. I often cut and paste stuff that I think is germane to a conversation.
Don't you worry your purty little head, darlin'. FS hasn't the froggiest notion of what he cut and paste from the Wikipedia under the heading "Quark Model," either. He's just tickled pink to be talking to a 17 year-old underage blood guzzler.