@secondson said
You're the one not "getting it".
Apparently the object of your faith failed you. Obviously yours was a false faith, and you hadn't really been "born again" and baptized into Christ by the Holy Spirit because if you had you would never have "lost your faith".
You had religious faith and not Jesus' faith. I know you put little stock in the veracity of scripture, but Eph ...[text shortened]... e Son of God,.." respectively.
You needed, and still do obviously, the "faith of the Son of God".
I used to be a Christian with strong faith, whose life was permeated by it, and whose life involved acting upon it as if it were objective truth.
Most of your responses to these facts seem to be some kind of virtue signalling about how strong and permeating your own faith is.
Your intended audience appears to be fellow Christians and not me. It doesn't make for very good conversation.
My beliefs - and all their implications - were real to me back then, just as your faith is real to you now.
You can go on as much as you want about how strong and meaningful your faith is to you now [which is what all your comments about me seem to be doing], but it does not enable you reach back into the life I have lived and alter how strong and meaningful my faith was in the past.
Your attempts to insist I was never really this and I was never really that seem to be nothing much more than you stressing over and over and over again how certain you feel right about your current beliefs.
If you ever lose your faith, I hope you will be able to look back on that part of your life when you were a believer and speak about it as honestly as I have.