Ill take my chances before the judgement seat of the Christ if you dont mind.
The judgment seat of Christ is ONLY for those who are redeemed by the blood of Jesus, who are regenerated with the Holy Spirit and are saved.
I hope you realize this.
The judgment seat of Christ is only for those who are definitely saved.
The organization you are in does not teach salvation according to the New Testament. So you must be sure that you are QUALIFIED to appear before the judgment seat of Christ.
As for assertions of honesty or dishonesty, its nothing more than an ad hominem seeking to justify your arguments by attacking the person making the claims.
There is no ad hominem. You said that you could not tell me what could possibly be so bad that it would be better if Judas had not been born. Do I have to tell you the obvious ?
Eternal suffering in consciousness is worse for Judas.
You say you don't know.
Well, some of us do know that it has to be eternal perdition for Judas -
"the son of perdition".
The dead are conscious of nothing, the Psalmist makes it clear that the wicked shall be torn away from the earth, now if the dead are not conscious, they cannot feel pain, can they.
Being torn away from the earth is one matter.
Being torn away from the earth as the rich man was in Luke 16 did not mean he was not conscious of the suffering punishment he was undergoing.
And if there is no such suffering then Jesus would have been unrighteous to speak that teaching in which there clearly IS a suffering for the unredeemed so "torn away from the earth."
Christ is unrighteous to teach eternal punishment if there is no eternal punishment.
And what is non-existent cannot be rewarded or punished.