19 Mar '07 17:11>
Originally posted by TheSkipperBelieve me, I have had a few quite ugly fits on here...
Ha! This is exactly what I should have expected you to say!
You have become predictable in your humility, vistesd. An enviable trait, to be sure.
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Actually, perhaps it really is simple (which is not the same thing as easy). It is perhaps ourselves, with all the complexities of our conscious minds, that make it complicated. And our efforts to find meaning in a world that discloses, not meaning, but only facts, relationships, patterns—out of which we are left to compose meaning for ourselves. Perhaps that is part of why we rebel against the simplicity...
Being in the world, aware, letting go of thoughts and formulae and opinions—and behold! The tathata, the “suchness/thusness” of it all, the logos, the Tao... Of which we are, without separation. So inseparable that it is difficult to say: “This is mind; this is world.”
But then, in my case, what I call the “mind-runner” starts again—probably out of compulsive habit/addiction. And it runs, sometimes frenetically, until I am worn out with it; or until I realize I have fallen prey to it again, and stop. Each time, hopefully, it takes less time...
Not that there is anything inherently wrong with metaphysical thinking, inquiring—even arguing. The error is in losing one’s inner balance and clarity.
The tathata includes the rattlesnake as well as the rose, the earthquake as well as the sunrise, and the foreknowledge of my death as well as the pleasure of this single breath. Sometimes, we construct vast and articulate thought-systems to conceal from ourselves the aspects that we hate or fear—not cottages in the air, but well-fortified castles. And when those castles begin to crumble, we may strive desperately to save them—sometimes, it must be admitted, with quite clever and intelligent attempts at redesign; hence our metaphysical and religious constructs grow ever-more complicated, and more difficult to deconstruct.
But, perhaps, in the end, it really is simple...