13 Apr '08 01:33>
Originally posted by amannionI've already referred to an "altered and impaired state of mind", analogous to sleep. The fact that one may struggle over problems in one's sleep, and yet, upon waking, be able to solve them easily or else easily see that they aren't genuine problems at all, does not change the fact that within that state, one may not have access to all of ones mental faculties and memories.
I guess what I'm really trying to figure out is how you live your life. Are you married, do you have kids, a girlfriend, friends, and so on. How do you interact with them? Do they find it strange that you don't believe they exist or does this not bother them?
Clearly your skills are impressive - you must be able to play all instruments ever designed (or im ...[text shortened]... ave written.
And of course,on a personal note, I thank you for the life you have given me ...
That said, it's quite apparent to me that I am making up certain things as I go along. It's also apparent that most of the literature existing in my universe would never have been written by anyone, and that therefore a great deal of what one might call "corrupted text" exists. Sometimes I manage to fix this on the fly, as it were, but often not.
As for languages or other knowledge which I do not possess, it seems to me that your remark implies a great deal of presumption. After all, how am I to assess the reality of a language with which I am not familiar? How am I to assess the extent of detail of a grammar which I am unacquainted with? All I know about Chinese, for example, is a kind of characteristic sound, and that rather vaguely. Your remark implies the existence of a whole universe below the surface of my direct knowledge and comprehension, but the mere impression of detail is not the same as its existence.
As for proficiency with instruments, I've sometimes heard remarkable and wonderful music in sleeping dreams. Who was playing it, may I ask? Also in sleeping dreams, I've heard (or imagined I heard) conversations in foreign languages, seen incredible and staggering architectures, observed events, beings, and phenomena of an amazing level of creativity, which at the time seemed quite convincing. Are you saying that, because of this, my sleeping dreams must have been peopled by real, independent beings, with real instruments, real talents, real languages, real sciences, etc? Aren't you being rather naive?