Originally posted by @fmf
You admitted to being damaged by your supposed cult experience and you have admitted to being a de facto adolescent among grown ups as a result. If they are 'ad hominems', then so be it. They are things you have admitted about yourself, not things I have made up. Personally, I think they explain a lot about how you acquit yourself here.
You admitted to being damaged by your supposed cult experience
Thread 170817 page 42, and you have admitted to being a de facto adolescent among grown ups as a result
Thread 173649 page 12.