Originally posted by twhitehead
We are talking out of our experience. We don't know what our feeling will be because we haven't had the experience yet of checking out. That is basically what I am saying.
It is easy for us to talk now because we deem that we have plenty of tomorrows to go.
If on my deathbed I decide that my life was meaningless, how does that take away from what I think about it now?
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It may not. And I think you should be glad about it.
And there is nothing wrong with contemplating how one will feel when "today" is that last one.
At best you might claim that on ones deathbed you have more of your life to look at and to make judgements about, but I am not inclined to think that that really makes such a significant difference or makes the judgement more valid or valuable.
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So you leave it up in the air - maybe, maybe not. I think you are always looking back and reviewing. This fuels the present, your evaluating the past. I think we look back and evaluate our course. We chart our course towards tomorrow largly by reviewing our past.
I suspect you'll find some thing to disagree with about that.
"No we don't?" is that what you will next say ?
In addition there is a strong possibility that you will not remember much of your life and that your mental faculties will have changed and wont necessarily be superior to what they are now.
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I spend some time with very old folks. That is true. But it is more like, the very essential matters of what they have lived, they remember. Minutia is what has slipped away.