Originally posted by knightmeister
I agree , but you are subtly drigfting away from the primary experience. I experience the keyboard in my subjective mind as real because it is real. Co-incidences are different because they require cognitive interpretation of a fact. Sensory information is more primary and immediate. I do not experience the keyboard in the same way . I sense it's presence through touch , smell etc etc. It's primary data we are talking about , not secondary belief systems about said data.
The only reason I brought up coincidences was to show that atheism is not subject to confirmation bias in the same way that theism - particularly strong religious theism - is, because atheism is a negative claim.
For example, I had very vivid experiences of God's presence long before I was a Christian . The experience of God as real came long before the belief system.
But did it precede the belief itself? Did you have a strong opinion about the existence of God at the moment you had this experience, even if you didn't follow the Christian faith in particular? And was the experience so tactile and direct that interpretive thought was not required - was it "direct data"?
My faith is largely expereince first belief system second. I cannot choose to not believe it . Trust me I have tried but I just end up not being true to myself.
And I cannot believe in God without being untrue to myself, either. Have we just established that whether or not we believe in God is a matter in which we don't have any choice? That would be a scary thing to establish.
Has it not occured to you that God might actually be real? Or does YOUR expectancy that this cannot be so stop you from perceiving him?
I was raised believing he was real, and felt his presence around me all the time - most particularly when sharing that experience with others. I was raised to believe that whether or not you accept God determines where you spend eternity, and I felt the joy and security of knowing I'd be in heaven forever, and then I felt the terror and the worry of hell whenever I started to doubt. My whole consciousness became a war in my head, between grace and the forces of darkness. It made me insane. For a while.
So I talked to my pastors, and I found that what they said provided no comfort. I dabbled in other religions. Buddhism, Hindu, Wicca, then some new-agey stuff. I started to understand how powerful, comforting, and ultimately deceptive a spiritual shield can be when you draw it up around yourself and filter all your experience through it. Faith is dangerous, and trusting it is dangerous, because it gives you over to the greatest weakness in your own perceptual process.
It has occurred to me that God might exist. But if he truly exists, then I should not have to be open to him in order to experience him, any more than I have to be "open" to the keyboard in order for me to experience it.