Originally posted by TerrierJack
The mark of a not too intellectual adolescent rebelling against the old folks for no particular reason (and I shudder to add, someone without a great deal of positive influence from the home folks.) This is just my particular observations based on experience! Your situation may be different - I don't mean to insult you just to understand. I have a theory 30-something that couldn't appreciate the effect of their actions on others? Which were you?
you are correct, my parents were liberal, very liberal, my father was away a lot, (he was a technician working for oil companies, so he was in Sudan, Saudi Arabia, the North Sea, but gave it up after the Brent oil disaster etc etc), my mother tried to cope the best she could, but she had four kids and it was almost impossible to control us all.
Actually i did not like being a teenager, i was shy , a little introverted and lacked confidence. The only thing i really excelled at was painting and drawing.
now comes the part where i leave home at seventeen, go to the city, dawn a fur coat and baseball boots and die my hair peroxide blond evern though it came out an orange colour ( i fell asleep with the bag on my head), man i thought i was cool! by this time i was smoking copious amounts of ganja, snorting amphetamines, and taking the odd acid tab which i loved! the change of perception was overwhelming and i can still feel that initial sense of responsibility that I think you are referring to, that this was our life, and what would become of us. it was and still is quite scary.
the problem with drugs, and i do not think that this is refutable, although my brother tries, is that it absolves one of responsibility, at least temporarily. we do not need to deal with our emotional make-up, the drugs take care of that. perhaps its the banality of life, the need for escapism, the release from cerebral thoughts and doubts, i do not know, but that they stifle our willingness for responsibility i do not think is refutable.
actually my father and mother do nothing but read, and we were always encouraged to do the same, whether that makes us not to intellectually inclined, i do not know?