19 Sep '19 03:44>1 edit
@chaney3 saidFor me, it ended up being one of several forks in the road, or one of the dealbreakers I mentioned, on my spiritual journey and during my drawn-out tenets-of-faith stocktake.
I'm not certain that I ever paid attention to the fact that Paul never met Jesus, and that Paul's conversion was basically a story told by Paul himself, which is yet another thing one must believe on faith.
Not sure how I feel about that exactly.
Ultimately, it is a take-it-or-leave-it "requirement" for being a conventional Christian.
But, having experienced ~ or realized ~ the spell was broken [for want of a better expression] and having reappraised what I do and don't feel to be credible, I find it inconceivable that I would ever again swallow, internalize and subscribe to such an utterly convoluted and farfetched theology like the doctrine of atonement. It had me going there for many a year.
This is just my personal take on it. If it makes sense and feels worthy of acting upon to Christians, good for them. The religion ~ when practiced more then when just thought about ~ has plenty of positive sides, as I have often stated before.