Originally posted by twhitehead
If I recall correctly, you were once an atheist of some sort yourself, although you did say that you have always believed in some sort of divine being.
So were you at that time also a God hater, or did it not apply to your situation?
If I recall correctly, you were once an atheist of some sort yourself,
When I talk with people like you, I think back really hard and ask myself - "Do you remember? How did you think? How did you feel?"
As I honestly reflect back on past years, I am not sure that I ever claimed God did not exist. I remember making an issue with people about the
definition.
Ie. "What on earth do you mean by 'God' anyway. I don't know what you mean by 'God'. "
I had that kind of approach. And I wrote here on this forum that as I recall those days, I think I always believed in something - a Big vibration, or a Force, or a Zen like Oversoul, something pantheistic or panantheistic and at the very least a Great Question Mark of the universe off somewhere.
I do not recall arguing with people that God didn't exist.
I hide out, perplexed, complaining about definitions.
although you did say that you have always believed in some sort of divine being. So were you at that time also a God hater, or did it not apply to your situation?
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I just read down this far. And that is right. I think that is what I recall.
So you may say " So how do you know how an Atheist thinks ? "
Or let's say
somebody may respond this way.
As to the question of whether I was a God hater ?
Yes, by senior year highschool, I distinctly remember in English class ridiculing a hymn that the teacher referred to in a way of lampooning.
Of all the young people in class, I alone spoke out encouraging the lampoon. The contempt within me bubbled up and I saw what was deep inside my heart.
I cannot recall whether I was surprised or not. But I recall feeling proud of myself that I joined in to put down the hymn about God in a way of contempt, disdain, like it was foolish and only idiots would go along with that hymn.
The hymn had to do with forgiveness of sins. THAT touched a nerve and the contempt for God immediately raised its head.
The old folks use to say
"Everything in you will come out sometime."