Originally posted by FreakyKBH
Sorry it took so long to respond. I wanted to take the time to address the very pertinent remarks you made and, unfortunately, I've been too busy to sit and think.
[b]“God is orgasm”
I think I get where you were going with the volley, and I probably would have argued only on a semantic level. As your previous learning taught you, and as your stud indulging in sensory pleasure--- straight and narrow is probably the wisest choice.[/b]
I am uncomfortable with the mystic's approach, not because I consider him less capable of appreciation than me, but because I know that he doesn't know where he's headed.
This is really the only thing that I disagree with, while recognizing that there are people who put on the deception of pseudo-mystics. We are, I believe, all mystics. There are those who recognize it, and those who don’t; those who repress it (or were conditioned to repress it), and those who don’t. Recognition is not necessarily either welcome or comfortable.
The mystic knows where s/he is headed as much (or just as little) as the next person. People can also deceive themselves into thinking they know where they are headed—sometimes by accepting (with or without a great deal of thought) religious or philosophical formulae that offer the (false) security of certainty. Religiously (or spiritually), a little discomfort and a little insecurity are not necessarily bad—they may be spurs to a heightened awareness, and warnings of complacency.
In fact, I would say that religion (or spirituality) necessitates feeling “naked and untethered”; the “trick” is not to escape from that into comfort, but to have a framework that allows one to take more and more (and every persons capacity for growth in that respect is unique, and not a subject for judgment). But, you are partly right too: to survive in the desert expanse, to renew the strength and equanimity (and well-being) to revisit the desert expanse, one also needs the oases. There is another kind of escapism: into the being lost in the desert (which might be a flight from responsibility to irresponsibility).
Some people have a greater fear of
mitzraim, the “narrow places” (the name by which Egypt is known to the Israelites in the Bible); others have greater fear of
ha’midbar, the desert or wilderness—the expanse—(e.g., those who wanted to run back to Egypt). Or, some of us oscillate and become confused. The “cure” for the awe-ful expanse of the spiritual
midbar is
not flight into another
mitzraim, but to learn to find the oases. Nevertheless, we need to resist the temptation to think that our own tendency toward
mitzraim or
midbar is somehow better than that of those who have the opposite tendency.
Mysticism has more to do with awareness than with ecstasy; nevertheless, that “O” response is there. The Hebrew word
yirah is often translated as “fear”, but there is another word in Hebrew (which I forget at the moment) that means fear as being frightened or afraid. Yirah is often rendered by Jewish writers as “awe”, and sometimes reverence—but I don’t think that those, while being accurate, necessarily capture the full force of it (although surely there are degrees). I might render it as “tremulous awe” at least—and one might describe it as feeling “naked and untethered” as well.
Your recognition of the dangers are quite accurate. I suspect your use of the word “penultimate” is also correct. In my Egypt/desert metaphor, I did not mention the “promised land”. But, quite frankly, in the existential reality of the spiritual journey, no one really gets to “pop” from their own personal Egypt into permanent residence there.
Anyway, we’re not far off: just don’t confuse mysticism with either emotionalism or some psychological fog state-of-mind; both are anathema to the mystic.
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Don’t worry about slow response; I feel another retreat from here coming on. So, if I don’t get back to you for awhile, that’s why. Thanks for your response, which was insightful and a good stimulus for my own thinking…