29 Jul '09 16:51>
Why it that some can hear the Christian story, and be moved to want to be apart of the Christian experience, and people like me hear the Christian story, and want nothing to do with it ? Could I be what's known as "non fertile ground" ? The seed fall's on me but it does not take hold. I swear I'm not wanting to be apart of Satan's evil plan, I just don't find the Christian faith appealing in any way. I believe in a God, but the Christian God seem's like a big meanie, and it turns me off. The reason I believe in God is because I can't go along with the no intelligence guiding creation thing either. I see intelligence throughout ,and the idea of everything being pointless, and without meaning seem's nut's too. I'm a man without a group of people to side with. For this I will burn in Hell. I guess some of us are just lost causes, and can never hope to be apart of Glory Land.