Originally posted by divegeester
You were doing well there for a moment - and then your ganja kicked in.
Thought I'd add : 😉
I tell ya , life is unpleasant when you cant even get away from it in your sleep.
Again , this is coming from personal experience, just a couple of months ago.
I was going through a rough patch emotionally, financially ...aw heck, all over.
I was just keeping it together for my kid, but at least I knew when I went to bed I could get some relief from the worldly probs I was having.
For the first night (of about 5) I had very pleasant dreams, in my dreams I travelled all over the world- where ever I wanted to go. I believe I kept wanting to goto Germany and then Africa.
On day 2 I couldn't wait til the day was over , and I thought once again my dreams would compensate my dismal time in waking life.
To my complete (kinda) surprise , I was confronted by some of the most menacing nightmares I ever had. I woke up in a cold sweat not knowing whether to go back to sleep or not. I thought "surely it'll be alright" . It wasn't . More nightmares.
So a sleepless night on night 2.
I thought that day 2 was just a hiccup and that things would get back to "normal" with my sleep.
Long story short, night 3 and night 4 were possibly even worse than night 2.
Those nights I had the sort of dreams where you keep thinking you awoken only to find yourself in another dream. To make things worse, it felt as if there was some ghastly presence chasing me.
By day 5 I was a wreck. I had averaged only 2-3 hours of sleep over the past 5 days and that was not anough for me.
Again I put on a front for my kid and made out things were fine, even though my hands were shaking as I poured my coffee in the morning.
Then all of a sudden on day 6 everything ceased. The bad dreams. And also the emotional and other problems that were plaguing my existence.
The reason for this - I learnt something in a very concrete manner.
edit: and no ganja, just a few white wines all week.