Originally posted by KellyJay
I'd be willing to look at one or two of the specifics things that did open
your eyes to the lies of creation. If you can outline them in such a way
to show me how what you learned that deal the death blow to your
creationist views. I had asked others for some science papers so we
can look at together, but none were forth coming. I only ask that what
you bring is not an attack on a person, but the science.
Kelly
I must decline KJ. I'm pretty busy right now and so I must restrict my outside research on this forum. I will spend ample time here though ranting. 🙂
I wonder why you don't search for some good papers on your own? Why wait for others to bring them to you? I'm not really interested in persuading you any longer. If you are really interested in why almost every natural scientist accepts evolution, then I encourage you to invest some of your own time in the research.
I can't really give you any silver bullet arguments that destroyed my creationism. It was, like my deconversion, a gradual process (no pun intended). I guess one thing that was nice was that I no longer had to preform mental gymnastics to make my hypothesis fit the data. I no longer had to think that nearly the entire science community was under the control of Satan, conspiring to hide God from students, and/or in open rebellion to God because they thought that they were too smart for him. I also no longer had to feel like accepting evolution and accepting Christ were mutually exclusive (this allowed me to holdn to my xtianity for a while longer). These weren't reasons, but things did fit a lot better. In the end, evolution just made sense and special creationism didn't.
I had already realized that many of the creationist leaders that taught me distort science, intentionally or not, in order to pose many of their criticisms. The other criticisms usually amount to questions which biologists had yet to discover the answer to. They seem to miss the forest for the trees, disregarding the mountain of evidence supporting evolution and instead focusing on a mole-hill gap in our knowledge. Meanwhile, when special creationism is put to the question, it must always retreat to Goddunnit, and I felt that this disatisfactory. Whereas before I thought that scientists might be conspirators, I then began to ask myself, "Who really has an agenda in this? Is it millions of scientists from varied backgrounds and religions and with a passion for their subject and knowledge of the natural world? Or was it a small band of religious people, some educated in biology, most not, who felt that evolution undermined the most important thing in the world to them: their faith?"
In the end, I just couldn't believe it any longer. I don't think the Great Flood happened. I don't think that lions were originally vegetarians. I don't think the earth is less than 10,000 years old. I don't think that a great vapor canopy surrounded the earth and then disappeared into the earth. I don't believe that plants existed on earth before the sun. I am perfectly capable of making up grand ad hoc reasons for how these things did happen or just ignore the problems, but in the end I am much happier facing my disbelief honestly and looking forward to what new and exciting truths I may discover about the world.