Originally posted by rvsakhadeo
Would you say "awareness" is synonymous with "Atma or Atman (as correctly written in Sanskrit)" ? And would you say that at Death the Atma or Atman merges with the Universal Atma or Paramatma as it is called ?
It could possibly be one of the closest Sanskrit terms, as well as "Brahman/Pramatman", but my understanding of this "great Awareness" does not have a "self" . I believe any "self" (a common understanding of 'atma'😉 arises as a wave arises from the ocean and returns there too. Any sense of "I" or "soul" arises within Awareness.
Where does the wave finish and the ocean begin?
To me one cannot say this Awareness is impersonal, nor personal, nor any distinction at all, for it is the eternal Ground of All Phenomena and any distinctions arise because of it and without it no distinctions or differentiations can arise.
Nevertheless a sense of "self" is the very first arising from the Ocean of Awareness.
My understanding of death is briefly:
Our core awareness does not die , nor is it "born" with us. We are as individuals physically gestated and born "into it". We become individuals and live our lives, with this "Presence" always there not only in us, but in all about us.
There is no judgement and nothing to do to attain this 'greater awareness' as it already is operating in all we do. Whether we know it or not, is not as important as we seek to make out, but is a delightful "completing of the picture" when it reveals "itself" to us.
Compassion and cruelty arise within it. Yet it is neither compassion nor cruelty, yet that which enables us to enjoy or endure, to ignore or learn, from these things in our lives. Without such all the living drama as we know it would not be.
It is like the Sun, it shines on the good and evil, the unknowing and the wise alike. And in that sense it is all Accepting, which could be seen as Ultimate Compassion and Unifying Perfection and Completion.
In our conditioned "for and against" minds, it is almost anathema to think like this.
Anyway, back to death.
Our awareness is part of that Awareness, it is that Awareness. Our body dies, our unique, never to be repeated episodes of life end. I believe what our awareness journey has endured or enjoyed remains, is not lost but "goes back into the Great Awareness" and later lives that are born (not "us" as previous unique individuals)
develop "resonances" that continue a type of "thread" within Awareness and similarities and connections can re-emerge either in part or strongly, which is why "memories" of previous existences arise for some. This where ideas of re-incarnation" have arisen.
Who knows what other "resonances and connections" occur within the Great Awareness ?
We die - finish, end, a unique individual life and associated temporarily created "self" - it is no more.
In my understanding it is NEVER to be repeated exactly the same in all the Universe or all eternity. THAT is how unique each of our lives now are!
But the awareness part of us, well, that never dies because it is That Awareness and our life has "left its mark" (somehow?) to re-emerge in part or stronger again.
This is my current understanding of death. And the Awareness that is the All Good and Complete One.
Cheers rvsakhadeo.