05 Apr '12 15:46>
Karoly's post reminds me of this topic.
I am speaking of real, chemical drugs here. YDMV.
Once about 35 years ago, outside an Alpha Beta grocery store in Saratoga, CA, I, being high on weed, had an experience that is hard to wordify but I will call it being one with the universe. It began by noticing the star filled sky. (You know the pothead question: Have you noticed the sky, I mean man, really noticed it?) Saratoga is and was known for not having a lot of street lights, by the way, so the sky was really noticeable.
I have always felt like it changed me, letting me see there was a peaceful place to be with all the troubles I had. It wasn't escape, if anything, it established my sense of personal responsibility for what my life was; my role as author. I haven't been in that particular cosmic space since then, with the same degree of immediacy, but knowing it is there is enough. I still am subject to lows, moments of bad interpersonal behavior, and the like. I have left the habit of weed behind, and smoking in general, and have kicked some other habits too. Maybe its just part of the process for me.
Does anyone have something similar they want to describe?
I am speaking of real, chemical drugs here. YDMV.
Once about 35 years ago, outside an Alpha Beta grocery store in Saratoga, CA, I, being high on weed, had an experience that is hard to wordify but I will call it being one with the universe. It began by noticing the star filled sky. (You know the pothead question: Have you noticed the sky, I mean man, really noticed it?) Saratoga is and was known for not having a lot of street lights, by the way, so the sky was really noticeable.
I have always felt like it changed me, letting me see there was a peaceful place to be with all the troubles I had. It wasn't escape, if anything, it established my sense of personal responsibility for what my life was; my role as author. I haven't been in that particular cosmic space since then, with the same degree of immediacy, but knowing it is there is enough. I still am subject to lows, moments of bad interpersonal behavior, and the like. I have left the habit of weed behind, and smoking in general, and have kicked some other habits too. Maybe its just part of the process for me.
Does anyone have something similar they want to describe?