OK, I tell you my story, this is my true experience.
There is no place for all what I did. English is not my native language.
God shows himself to you when you are ready.
I stood in front of God twice,...
I do not have any doubt that He is still here, everyone who tells that fear from truth about us what we are, sin esp. pride, ego,... holds us from Him is right. He teach us about love.
I broke first commandement when He asked me to stay in one situation in my life as it is written "you cannot do anything without me". I refused Gods help, my shame. I refused to know him thru fear, and He knows that,... I was stonecold to Him.
I was looking for the way to ask Him what it was all about. It took me four months to get there face to face thru highest commandent.
I was begging.
One monday at crossroad
"What Iam playing for, God knows everything about me!"
my heart did flip and my spirit or soul turned 180degrees back.
I saw my backbone /I broke my ego/
"Dear God you know how Iam beaten with love, you know that its impossible for me to accept anything, is only way to know you thru fear? How sad!"
I said it with all my love in my heart, in my soul and in my mind to Him, but my mouth translated one part "you know that its impossible for me to accept all". This is part about judgement day "...and your body will talk against you." Heart started to shine, I went to open place, beam from heart touched blu...
Alfa and Omega, God and human,
God really created human at his picture.
When we were shaking hands He turned nose to heaven and I knew, what I did,... pride is sin against faith.
First commandement is about Gods virtues Love Faith Hope, Human virtues are somewhere in inernet :-) you shoud find all four...
Sin against Love is non aceptance existence of God,
Sin against Faith is PRIDE,...Sin against Hope...
I lost my faith, so I came to God thru knowledge, its a pitty,...
I lost my gifts,...
I was sitting in my office and tried to apologize to God,...
"Jesus you are so bountiful and good God. Why do you waste your time with such stupid as me?"
How far He was?
He was right behind me, He was sad hearing that. So stupid Iam.
Remember
1.There is nothing impossible for God.
2.God never do you bad or harm.
3.When God is present means that it belongs to you and you should accept this,...
4.Never send Him away,...
6.He will give you all if your love to Him is pure
7.He wants be your friend
8.alfa and omega means Iam He.
9.it is possible to see and touch God... I did... and it is not lie...
10.always go to him with open heart and believe
11.help other people
12.God shows himself to you when you are ready.
Believe God, Dont be silly as me, dont stop, continue, find Him,...
Learn from my mistakes.
You will find him thru highest commandement...
Find out what are the commandements about at first,...
Beggars/small people show you who you really are...
Jesus Gods son is for me authority. He is Love and Light in person.
Sorry, Iam still not able to write all what happend to me and all I know.
Maybe this helps someone.
I know and believe all in bible is truth, I have that experience.