Okay, what should be a normal healthy attitude of a Christian concerning how she or he measures up to strictly following the New Testament ?
Paul in the middle part of his life wrote this:
"Not that I have already obtained or am already perfected, but I pursue, if even I may lay hold of that for which I also have been laid hold of by Christ Jesus. Brothers, I do not account myself to have laid hold; but one thing I do: Forgetting the things which are behind and streteching forward to the things which are before,
I pursue towards the goal for the prize to which God in Christ Jesus has called me upward." (Phillippians 3:12-14)
Paul did not consider that he had "arrived" at Christian perfection. This is Paul speaking. He is still pursuing to live the high Christian life. He is still a LEARNER, one developing, one growing, one learning to be more obediant.
One thing he does do. He forgets the past. Yesterday is under the blood of Jesus. Yesterday is gone. Today is a new day. He forgets the things of the past, whether successes or failures. That is under the blood of Jesus. That is gone in the past and today is a new opportunity.
Today is all he has. He cannot live in the past. Today he still stretches forth, still pursues, still seeks to grow and attain to the high calling that God has called him to.
Paul says "Let us therefore, as many as are fullgrown, have this mind ..." (v. 15a)
In other words Paul accounts maturity to have this kind of attitude. If you are mature, let the past go. Keep pursuing the high calling today. That is to be full grown. It is not to make no more mistakes or never fall into any sins. It is to let the past go and continue to keep on keeping on.
Now let us look not at the middle of Paul's Christian life but at his end. Here his attitude is somewhat different:
"I have fought the good fight; I have finished the course; I have kept the faith.
Henceforth there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, with which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will recompense me in that day, and not only me but also all those who have loved His appearing." (2 Timothy 4:7,8)
This now shortly before Paul's martyrdom. Now he says he has finished his course. Like a long distance runner, he has completed his course. He has not loss faith for any reason. He has fought long and overcome. He has won his Christian fight. He has kept the faith to the end and is ready to meet his Lord.
Paul expects to be awarded by Jesus with a "crown of righteousness". This is not a crown of mercy, though God is merciful. This is not a crown of grace. This is a crown of RIGHTEOUSNESS. That is a reward for righteous living.
The awarder of this reward he expects is "the Righteous Judge". Paul does not say he expects a reward from the gracious Savior, or the merciful Friend of Sinners. It is "the Righteous Judge" who Paul expects to grant to him. That is a reward of a "crown of RIGHTEOUSNESS".
God is a God of mercy, no doubt. But here Paul is talking about a reward he is sure he will receive because of RIGHTEOUS practical service and living as a Christian.
Can you see the difference ? At first we see Paul saying that he does not consider himself to have arrived at perfection. But he keeps on keeping on. Now at the end of his Christian journey he really expects that a "crown of righteousness" awarded by "the Righteous Judge" awaits him.
He has confidence.
I think this is the proper attitude all Christians should have. We only have today. Yesterday is gone and under the precious blood of Jesus. We stretch forward and keep running our Christian race to the end.
At the end of our lives, if we are conscious, hopefull we may have peace to say that we know that we have kept the faith, run the race, fought the good fight, and expect that our righteous living will be approved and rewarded by the Lord Jesus.
WE love His appearing. We do not shun it or shrink from it. We LOVE His appearing and that we are about to stand before this Son of God face to face.
Amen.