Originally posted by sonhouse
Just wondered if you had ever taken LSD or mescalin? The problem with those drugs is they can have effects far removed from the day you take them and a recurrence of the high can happen years later, why I have no idea but that has been reported in the literature.
Like if you took acid in say 1990 and then you were at your house in 2005 and started seein ...[text shortened]... fter all that would you want to ascribe your experience to some kind of supernatural event.
The use of LSD was a definite factor with my initial experiences. I actually raised this problem telepathically with whoever was communicating with me. The response was very diplomatic. Basically "they" said that I should be able to get to these elevated states of consciousness without any LSD,(or any other drugs). I understood this at once.
But for a while there I myself was trying to think of whether these experiences were just delayed trips of some sort.
As my understanding grew, I realized the difference between these heightened consciousness experiences (drugs or no) and just plain drug experiences.
It seems the only one who could really make head or tail of this stuff was me.
When I saw what I believe to be a ufo, I had been meditating and hence probably more clear in my mind than even normal.
My conclusion is that what we consider to be our normal waking state(s) of consciousness is actually not seeing all of reality. The 3-d perception of the world is just a partial representation/reflection of the total of what we can possibly see.
So how can I tell the difference between an LSD-like trip and an actual heightened consciousness trip? I'm not exactly sure, but there seems to be some extra feelings that I sense that are not present when just tripping on hallucigonens .
When I saw that ufo, there was a surge of energy through my chakras which mirrored the flight path of the ufo. I'm not saying that this flying thingy was not of terrestrial origin, made by men, but the technology is definately not known to the general public.
Other than this , making sense of these "trips" has given my life direction and much needed purpose. I no longer need "hope" or "faith" to know that there is more than meets the eye. I have direct experience which is the best proof of anything , better than others telling me what what is, or reading about similar stuff in books.
Also, the fear I experienced during my first few trips turned out to be only the fear that I was already carrying with me. Somehow this "fear" is magnified when in these higher states, and this was what was causing my misunderstanding of these trips. Now when I feel myself being elevated in consciousness , whether in a dream or during my waking state, I am ready to let go of me fear of the trip and just go with it. This means I get to stay longer, and experience more clearly what is actually hapening, unclouded by my own fear and misunderstanding.